From the moment I watched you pass
I felt as though I took wing
and left this earthly prison
to join the realm of eternal bliss.
When I finally gained the courage
to come to you and introduce
I felt such deep anxiety
for fear of lost acceptance.
You simply smiled.
You simply smile
and my soul takes flight
my heart races
to keep up with my mind.
I try smiling back.
my lip quivers
trying to muster a simple sentence.
trying to not look....
stupid.
well stupid is what I acheive.
you stare at me,
still simply smiling.
you eyebrow slightly raised,
your eyes with a gently twinkle.
deep hazel beautiful eyes
perfect style
For your love,
I must survive my suffering.
I must define my problem.
I must endure my pain.
My peace is your love.
I will trust you with my soul.
In order to taste my paradise,
My demise will be my desire.
I will try not to scare you,
With my testing passions.
My passion is but an obstacle.
My love for you,
Smolders behind the intense heat.
It isn't seen by the naked eye,
But must be observed carefully.
If I could tell you,
I would be vulnerable and hopeless.
I would be open but scared.
For fear of an answer kills my heart.
I cannot tell.
For your love.
I can keep it to myself.